People keep threatening me about their daughters, if they seem to be a little weird in some way sometime and I notice etc. Why do they get to be mean to me?
They keep being fancy and suggested I play like this.
They think they can tell me what to do and are mean if I think about things I thought of when upset.
They keep hurting me.
People are trying to tell me what to do.
They are being nasty because I was physically upset while I had recently thought of something.
People are trying to make an older lady I know feel different from everyone else for knowing me.
It seems acceptable for people to believe anything bad about me.
Monday, March 25, 2019
Everyone is acting insecure about their wanting to pass on messages to me and thinking I must be punished. However, they are also triumphant about it, like everyone just goes through the motions and it seeming real like I'm submissive.
Sunday, March 24, 2019
Look at everyone else go free and other people might know her or maybe just family and close friends.
They're just waiting, but I'm just waiting.
...waiting to find some reason to say no to me altogether.
The people involved in my life monitoring me in private are being sponsored as ruining my "relationship" with an older lady.
The people monitoring me in private and involved are cancelling a "relationship" I'm supposed to be having. They are making negative sounds and things when I try to comfort myself.